i'm convinced that only one person reads this blog, and that's zita. hahaha! but anyway, since she asked so nicely, here's an update...
my 25th birthday is coming up, and it's freaking me out! not because i'm getting old, that's inevitable, and 25 isn't really OLD. but the fact is, i haven't got much to show for it. i'm 25 and still have a few more terms of school left. i haven't done nearly half of what i wanted to do before i turn 25. A quarter of a century old and all i have to show for it are photos i take of other people and the sunsets in matuod, a few small time graphic and production projects here and there and a used eurail pass. But what is all that, it's just things and money. But isn't that how you measure a person these days?
I gave up defending myself by way of saying that i've had significant experiences, but intellect and spirituality means nothing these days if you can't back it up with some mundane responsibility or piece of paper that says you've graduated or you earn this much money. Why is that? Why is it that a 25 year old who's graduated from college and has a good job, but refuses to move out of the "safe zone" that's been deemed by society is a better person than i am?
don't get me wrong, education has considerable value. if i didn't think so, i wouldn't have gone back to school. but if my worth is going to based on a stupid piece of paper that says i've gone to so and so college, or a piece of paper that says i have this much money in the bank, then what makes all the meeting people and going through shit and getting yourself out of shit worth anything?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i love getting tipsy...so sue me! it's fun! it's even better when you're tipsy and the people around you are as tipsy as you. cheap alcohol...thank you, side bar!
miguel can tell you himself...it was lust between him and ronald. although, i was the one who wanted to steal him. there were rent-a-cops there. i couldn't do it. i'm getting soft in my old age.
to love with abandon...mc do...love ko 'to! hahahahaaren't mcDo fries the best food in the world when you're drunk????
bea....COME HOME!!!!!
