there's a storm coming. but i still AM going.

i'm not worried. really.

birthdays aren't so bad after all :) thanks, pa! thanks, trish and trina!

and thank you god for french cafe music and the beatles!

i've been saying it all year and i'll say it again now: i don't like being a grown up.

there's just so much to do these days that it's hard to not act like a psycho. one minute i'm tense as hell because there's just not enough time to get everything done in time, and the next minute i'm laughing my ass off over the smallest thing because i need to find pleasure wherever i can or else i'm gonna kill someone. what really sucks is that now that i've so much to do, my insomnia's cured and i can't function without atleast 6 hours of sleep! someone told me that it's just because i'm doing so much within the hours that i'm actually awake. BULLSHIT! if i do so much then how come i'm still behind??? the last two weekends i spent at the beach i didn't even take a look at my laptop...it's just too much sometimes. i'm beginning to hate the convenience of being able to work anywhere. there's just no excuse for being lazy anymore...and yet, i still manage to be, once in a while. this weekend i'm spending in the city...holed up in the computer room where i'll be furiously typing and designing away...then next weekend....well, let's just say i don't know if i'll be able to upload photos...don't want evidence landing in the wrong hands....