first flash of eden

being in the city during summer is torture. i don't have any money to do anything. everyone's at work, so even if i could do stuff, there's no one to do anything with. and getting a tan at home in the city just seems so not right. even if i'm just at home, i feel like 50% of my tan is actually dirt and smog. there's nothing good on tv, it's too hot to drink, the best view i have here is the kamias tree beside the pool. so sad. i swear, if only we were hooked up to the internet in matuod, i'd spend the rest of my summer there. i actually could do that, only thing is, i need my weekly fix of the most recent lost episodes. stupid tv show. so now i'm stuck in my room waiting for my downloads to finish while listening to al green (for soome reason, listening to al green makes me feel like i'm in the beach. weird cuz i don't listen to al green when i'm actually AT the beach.), wishing i were at the beach. but let's face it, being at the beach without friends is pretty much like stealing the answers to an important exam and not sharing the answers with other people. you pass the test, you know you're not gonna fail, but there's no one to celebrate with when you don't get caught.